Friday, November 13, 2009

WDD Eve

World Diabetes Day. My first thought, as through most of my post-diagnosis days, is “this isn’t fair”. Why is diabetes affecting the lives of so many across the globe that we have to have a day for it? No fair whatsoever.

I am no longer in denial of my diabetes. And blogging has helped to nurture a positive attitude, but it also brings me close and up-front to the struggles that a lot of fine people go through. As I come to know more people and consider them my friends, I get mad as a hornet knowing what db does to us, on all levels of our existence. The want to strangle the monster until it disappears in a mist of vapor.

I have many days when I’m filled with optimism - and rightly so. Research and technology are advancing exponentially and I expect many more improvements yet to come in my lifetime. But I don’t expect a cure. And so here I am, stuck in the foreverland of being a person with diabetes.

I don’t know if it’s the stage of life that I’m in, or the fact that my mother is on the home stretch, or my job insecurity, but lately I’ve been feeling very nostalgic and thinking about growing up and times gone by. Some surprisingly poignant and lovely memories have crept out of the shadows, like berry picking on my g’ma’s farm, and ice fishing with my dad, and sneaking away to go shopping in a “big town” with my high school girlfriends.

Tonight on the eve of WDD, I remember my relatives who have died from TiDM.

The first person (that we know of) was diagnosed in 1945. Age 9. She died 7 years later. And several more died after that.

These people who shared my bloodline

- had to boil their glass syringes (as one of my TD friends put it, “the needles always develoved barbs on them so they hurt coming out as well as going in”
- had to put urine and a fizzy tablet in a test tube
- had to adhere to a ridgid exchange system, where there was no room for a pancake or brownie
- did not have ACE inhibitors to protect their kidneys
- did not have statins to control blood lipids
- faced across the board job descrimination
- had no publications, support groups and Online Communities to help with the difficult emotions.

There should probably be a whole other day of remembrance for those who died before the discovery of insulin.

But tomorrow, please don’t forget the people who bravely faced life in the early days of insulin. Let the strength of their collective spirit carry you forward when you face challenging times.

All of us, old/young; type 1/type 2; pumpers/pokers; newly diagnosed/veterans are in this together. The ocean refuses no river. Do something nice for somebody tomorrow. Trust life. Press on to a better future, for all of us.


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16 comments:

Rachel said...

I will most certainly remember those from the early days and those who had a more difficult time with diabetes.

Carol said...

Care has indeed come a long way. I'm so glad you had some good memories as you looked back. Looking forward is also a challenge. My husband and I met with a financial planner today, and it brought into sharp focus how much diabetes impacts that aspect of our lives. I guess the up side is that I'm much more of a "here and now" gal than before. I think I fight harder for today, as opposed to saving/delaying everything for later. Diabetes has definitely changed me, and us. Much for the better, some not so much. But together, we will march on.

Zazzy said...

It's come a long way in a pretty short time. Beautiful post.

p.s., I've missed you!

Colleen said...

Wow! I'll be saving this post of yours.

phonelady said...

Great that is just wonderfull Kathy and god bless you .

Araby62 (a.k.a. Kathy) said...

What a beautiful, touching post. Thank you for saying this. All we have is now, and each other, but for me that's more than I ever had growing up. Thank you.

I love India Arie!

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Scott K. Johnson said...

What a great post MN. I'm sorry that I'm so late to read it, but time has done nothing to dull the beauty of it.

Thank you.

And that song is amazing.

Shannon said...

Wonderful post. I loved it.

I hope you had a great Thanksgiving :)

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